[08 Dec 2004|10:58pm] i am slowely but surely falling in love with the decemberists if you have not heard them then dont wait any longer 4 lost their way back home.

[06 Dec 2004|10:07pm] i live my life like a broken record a lot of times but from the bottom of my heart thanks . i know its hard to beleive but things are going to be different this time. watch lost their way back home.

[20 Nov 2004|01:00pm] i dont like this and i feel bad 2 lost their way back home.

[14 Nov 2004|05:29pm] i was driving home on the parkway last night and i felt so amazingly happy. it was a combination of a lot of things. a short conversation with someone i care very much about really made me feel good. chances are they probably dont even know they did it to me. and i feel like i have begun to choose a new path for my self. ive felt so lost lately so hopefully things are changing for the better. i am transferring to the school of visual arts next year. i talked to the admissions for film and video and i am going to be going to a cheaper college near my house for next semester to do some humanities credits then ill most likely be living in a little apartment in jersey city and definitely going to the sva in manhattan. kinda a long way off but i gotto start now. thanksgiving is coming soon, i dont know what exactly is going on yet. it is going to be real weird seeing alli in NJ for the first time. am i crazy or do other people think about things like that? seems like everyone does such a good job at going with the flow. well one night hopefully i am going to take her out somewhere real nice and i hope everything will be great. i have changed a lot in this past few months. im sure i appear to be your average immature college boy but i have changed. things have never mattered to me as much as they do now. i never realized how important some things are in life. i never could relate to anyone that had any type of heartbreak whether it was a death or love. now i know that all i can do is sympothise. i have realized that you can not even begin to try to understand how someone feels unless you have experienced it. and there is no pain worse then what your heart can do to you. i am confused about life though. i know what i want, exactly what i want. i dont mean career wise or where i want to live, i just mean the big picture. i dont knwo what to do about that now though. i really hope that things start to work out better for me. i know how selfish that sounds but i can't lie. ( . )that is what i want. 4 lost their way back home.

[10 Nov 2004|02:30pm] someone said something to me last night that made me feel real good almost valuable 1 lost their way back home.

[25 Oct 2004|03:26pm] and i stepped out into the freezing air with the music blasting it was the best i could do lost their way back home.

[18 Oct 2004|07:39pm] well maybe sometimes i feel good but for the most part today i feel lonely i feel out of place i feel like driving straight into car head on I HAVE NO CONTRL OVER MY OWN FUCKING LIFE FUCK34WYWR5H3 2 lost their way back home.

[18 Oct 2004|07:36pm] fuck everything 1 lost their way back home.

[05 Oct 2004|12:22pm] express warehouse sale got some bargains holla some tight pants too, dunno 2 lost their way back home.

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